She: Even if we do kiss, you'll just wake up and it'll be all over.
He: This can't be a dream.
She: What if it is?
He walks away sweeping her through her shoulders. Coming back onto her hairs and..
She: What are u doing?
He: Something's wrong. I know it Sally, I know u. U have circles under your eyes. You are the type of girl who can sleep through wars. In spite that u are still looking so beautiful. More beautiful than ever in fact. Its usually a sign to that world that you're a sexual being cause your man's not pickin' up the signal. You've checked out of this relationship, haven't u? You're not happy. Also you're listening to "this stupid music". I know that's the meaning of the beginning of the end. And let's get real for a second by the ring, alright. You're not having it sized. Sure you've had your ring size burned into this Jack's memory years ago, fuck, I still remember it "4.5". You don't wear the ring because you don't want me to see it. Don't marry him okay. I wan't u back. I know you want me back too and that's why i'm here, that's what you've been wanting to say me this whole time.
She turns back to face him in eyes. She looks intrigued.
She: Ron
He: What?
She: (Pause a bit into his eyes) I'm pregnant.
He: (Shocked and moving his eyes into hers and blinking) What?
She: Morning sickness has been keeping me up. I just really love that shitty music. And i dress like this not to announce this world anything. It was u. I wanted to look good for u. Coz no matter how bad our relationship got, I wanted to say thank u from the bottom of my heart for it. Because I needed it. I needed u in this life.
He: (Intrigued again)
She: That's what I wanted to say you.
He: (Blinks unbelievably and gets back in reality) And I... Aaah. Sit down.
Thrashes himself down on the railing of the dawn roof with milky white with a blue tint in background and blinks again at her. Quite sometimes.
She: I'm sorry. (Still looking beautiful and hiding her face) I'm not leaving Jack. I love him.
He's getting comfortable by time in his expressions. The frowns getting less strained.
He: (Uttering) Wow u pregnant? I din't see that coming. Do u know what it is yet? (Question mark on his face)
She: Not yet. (Smiles a bit) Hoping it's a girl.
Silence for seconds. Guys with wet eyes yet having the questioned face.
He: Aaaaaah. I almost proposed u. U know?
She hides her face and feels sorry.
He: When we were in that hotel room in Paris. I picked up that ring, and I had it with me, I was about to give it to u. And I took it and I flushed it down that toilet. (Sighs) I keep replaying that moment over and over again in my head.. I ...
She: Why're u crying?
He: I'm just happy to see u! (Smiles) And its such a beautiful night (Something she always said and he argued about).
He stops in his memories.
He: (Shakes his head) I feel like I'm in the wrong world. I don't.. I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together... I don't. There are parallel universe out there in this world where this didn't happen (Shakes head vigorously). Where I was with you and you're with me.... And whatever universe it is that's the world where my heart was in. (Sighs and Smiles) I wanted it so badly to go back in that dream I had the other night. Which I had so hard... to go back to sleep. (Silence). You know I never thought love was real. I didn't. And now I think life isn't real without it. (Laughs) That sounds like a really bad greeting card.
She: Don't. Don't make it a joke. Truth... I think you always believed in love. (Realizes. She now gets why he joked. Always...)
He: This is so stupid. (Realizes too) So irrational? Why am I so held on getting u back? You fuckin' hate Pixar movies for.. for crying out loud. You still are bad at Microsoft Office, I din't want to be with a person like that. (Rises and stands and taps his thighs with his hands) But why just it feels so impossible to let u go.
She looks at him with a pity face... And feels sorry.
This guy smiles and says...
He: Its an addiction u know. That's what all it is. Biochemical addiction, its so stupid. (Spits a bit). If u think about her, relationships are so totally narcissistic, its basically you looking for someone who will love u as much u love yourself, its all its is...
She: No. Its not.
He: Yes, it is.
She: No. Its not.
He: (Looks at her) No. Its not. (Smiles with tears). I donno anything anymore. But I know I do love u.
She: (Takes her eyes off his and looks back) Ron
He: (Strengthens himself) Just gimme a minute.... Okay.
She nods in yes... Looking into his eyes. He thinks on it for a moment and looks back in her eyes. She holds her own arms and he puts his hands on his waist looking at her. Takes his one hand down and the other on his abdomen. Sighs. Looks away. Feels his heart by taking his hand a bit above. Looks back at her. She continues to look at him. There eyes meet again.
Silence for eternity it seems. Early morning sun like lively orange reddish sky.
Staring at each other into eyes.
He suddenly rushes himself close to her.... END
Staring at each other into eyes.
He suddenly rushes himself close to her.... END
